Tuesday, December 22, 2009

It's December already?!?!

Things are certainly becoming clearer as 2009 draws to a close. There are realizations and decisions that have to be made. I am excited and afraid at the same time. I think that I have finally accepted that not everything is clear-cut and black and white. I know that I shall have to stay in the grey area for some time just until I wade through it and get to the other side.

Sheeet. Emo.

But seriously 2009 has been a year of revelations and self-discovery. Here are just some that I've been able to think up:

1. I like cutting and pasting pieces of paper.
2. My weakness is Oh Georg's Chocolate Decadence and Cheesecake.
3. I don't like to be kept waiting.
4. I'm an old soul.
5. I'm insecure of the success of people especially those who are younger than me.
6. I like math.
7. and budgets.
8. I love to write but can't seem to keep at it.
9. Which makes me think that maybe it's not the best career choice if I can't sustain it.
10. I'm an emotional eater, which is horrible.
11. I really missed Gino this year...
12. but we're still together so that means I'm making this long distance relationship work.
13. I'm protective of my family.
14. I can be rude and tactless sometimes.
15. I rely on reinforcement and support from people when I make serious life changes.

15 should be a good enough number... but really if there's anything that I've learned this year (and also from the company-mandated 7 Habits Seminar) is that I have to take responsibility for my life and what I've made of it.

2010 should make for a very interesting year. :)

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