This is it, seven minutes more and the year is over. I can't say that I've kept up my end of the bargain in maintaining this blog but it's been a start. Earlier this evening I spoke to Poy about how its hard to think of 2009 in the positive when I've been going through some hard stuff at work. It seems that there are more bad stuff going on rather than good stuff. It's hard but I have to be grateful for the past year and I look forward to a better, healthier and happier 2010.
With that I'll be signing off... Happy new year! :)
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
It's December already?!?!
Things are certainly becoming clearer as 2009 draws to a close. There are realizations and decisions that have to be made. I am excited and afraid at the same time. I think that I have finally accepted that not everything is clear-cut and black and white. I know that I shall have to stay in the grey area for some time just until I wade through it and get to the other side.
Sheeet. Emo.
But seriously 2009 has been a year of revelations and self-discovery. Here are just some that I've been able to think up:
1. I like cutting and pasting pieces of paper.
2. My weakness is Oh Georg's Chocolate Decadence and Cheesecake.
3. I don't like to be kept waiting.
4. I'm an old soul.
5. I'm insecure of the success of people especially those who are younger than me.
6. I like math.
7. and budgets.
8. I love to write but can't seem to keep at it.
9. Which makes me think that maybe it's not the best career choice if I can't sustain it.
10. I'm an emotional eater, which is horrible.
11. I really missed Gino this year...
12. but we're still together so that means I'm making this long distance relationship work.
13. I'm protective of my family.
14. I can be rude and tactless sometimes.
15. I rely on reinforcement and support from people when I make serious life changes.
15 should be a good enough number... but really if there's anything that I've learned this year (and also from the company-mandated 7 Habits Seminar) is that I have to take responsibility for my life and what I've made of it.
2010 should make for a very interesting year. :)
Sheeet. Emo.
But seriously 2009 has been a year of revelations and self-discovery. Here are just some that I've been able to think up:
1. I like cutting and pasting pieces of paper.
2. My weakness is Oh Georg's Chocolate Decadence and Cheesecake.
3. I don't like to be kept waiting.
4. I'm an old soul.
5. I'm insecure of the success of people especially those who are younger than me.
6. I like math.
7. and budgets.
8. I love to write but can't seem to keep at it.
9. Which makes me think that maybe it's not the best career choice if I can't sustain it.
10. I'm an emotional eater, which is horrible.
11. I really missed Gino this year...
12. but we're still together so that means I'm making this long distance relationship work.
13. I'm protective of my family.
14. I can be rude and tactless sometimes.
15. I rely on reinforcement and support from people when I make serious life changes.
15 should be a good enough number... but really if there's anything that I've learned this year (and also from the company-mandated 7 Habits Seminar) is that I have to take responsibility for my life and what I've made of it.
2010 should make for a very interesting year. :)
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